Okay. So I was reading the four posts that I made on my 6th grade blog. And they were absolutely ridiculous! A ton of people read my blog and commented on it. A girl wrote a page worth of comments explaining how I was too young to be in love. And someone wrote that I was too obsessed with my friends. And their comments resonates with much truth.
It is pretty sad that I actually deleted one of the posts, which had the most comments and seemed the most controversial. I am pretty sure from the comments that I was confessing to a lot of things... since I had written it right after elementary graduation. I had leaked out my friends' crushes. And I was talking about how I was madly in love with Joey (this guy that was so totally good-looking! And I stalked him all through out 6th grade.) The blog was absolutely ridiculous. And those people who read it and posted comments on it were right, I was really immature.
I am just glad that I am not the same person. I was popular at that time, I had so many friends, and a ton of guys had crushes on me, and all that popularity just made me conceited. I thought the world revolved around me. I even wrote in my blog that I was the "ruler of the universe." Are you kidding me? UGH! What did people think of me back then?!
I am grateful that I was not destined to remain as that conceited brat and instead I was destined to move to a new town and start anew. And well, experiencing the other side of the social network, really just punched me in the face. I became the one with no friends, super shy, and I will have to admit... I looked like a geek. Ah.. Junior High School-now that new period of my life really whooped me into shape.
I just love looking back to the pasts and wonder... What would I be like now if those major events had not occurred? I could have been a gangster, a MEGAprep, pregnant, married, drinker/smoker, all I am saying is that I could have been a lot of things that I will never ever want to become.
I believe that everything happens for a reason. I am grateful that everything that happened in the past had occurred because I wouldn't be ME, if it wasn't for destiny.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
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