Life on fast-forward.

Fast-forward button pushed?
Might accidentally.
Why is life going so fast?
Can't seem to enjoy, sadly.

Does something seem different?
Was that like that before?
Why does it seem as if
I'm missing something more.

Time is going way too fast.
I don't feel like aging.
The clock has changed, but not I.
Why am I not changing?

Along with the world I just
Can't stay with the pace.
I might be getting lost;
Last in this vital race.

I am running all alone.
Everybody gone.
Nightmare or reality?
Wake up and all is done.

I just realized how fast my life has been going. I seems as if I have pushed the fast-forward button and I am just watching my life; I am not living it.

I am just trying to get through the hassles of life; I am not enjoying the hassles of life! I really should be enjoying every aspect of my life. I should be living in the present moment. My mind is usually occupied with what has happened in the past or the aspirations for a brighter future.

My mind needs to be focused on the present moment - what is happening now! That's why time is going so fast for me, I am more focused on the past and future that I am missing every precious moment happening right now! That's the reason it seems as if I am missing so much in my life - I just don't stop and notice it all.

Seriously? It's almost Spring. It just seems like we just skipped Winter; there was hardly any snow this year!

And... it's already Prom and Senior Registration? Whoa there! Slow down now!

Now I am a believer that planet Earth now has shorter days. Am I still going to look really young even though 100 years have passed? That, I can accept. ;)


I need to wake up!

Time's a flying. No time to be oblivious to what is happening now.

I need to live consciously in the present moment!