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Sunday, January 31, 2010

Jackass 3D




The gang is back.
* Johnny Knoxville
* Bam Margera
* Ryan Dunn
* Chris Pontius
* Steve-O
* Dave England
* Ehren McGhehey
* Preston Lacy
* Jason "Wee-Man" Acuña


My nine favorite men. I hope the filming is going great.
The Return of the Party Boy.


I heard that they just started filming. And the movie is going to be in 3D. Oh yes. I can't wait to see the sexy men come out of the screen. And of course the occasional vomit, dick, blood, and all the other good stuff. I can't wait to be a part of it.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

100 Lovelies.

1. Flowers
2. Johnny Knoxville
3. Spongebob Squarepants
4. Plato
5. Forever 21
6. Vans and Converse
7. Lord of the Rings
8. Peru
9. Shia Labeouf
10. Arthur
11. Edward Norton
12. Jordan, my dog
13. Wolves
14. Pasta
15. Forests
16. Water
17. Trees
18. Snow
19. The cold side of the pillow
20. Brad Pitt
21. Camaros
22. Coldplay
23. the Beatles
24. Machu Picchu
25. Money
26. MTV
27. Hot dogs
28. School
29. Atlantis
30. Skateboarding
31. Longboarding
32. Valentine’s Day
33. Fairies
34. As
35. Facebook, Email, and Myspace
36. Snorlax
37. Stuffed animals
38. Vogue, Marie Claire, and US Weekly
39. Catalogs
40. Blogs
41. Parks/Playgrounds
42. Malls
43. Newspapers
44. Planner
45. Cellphone
46. Camera
47. Chocolate
48. Orange Juice
49. Milk
50. Bam Margera
51. Musicals and Plays
52. Mozart
53. Mythical creatures
54. Greek gods and goddesses
55. Museums
56. Cardigans
57. My blue bracelet
58. Pens and Pencils
59. Notebooks
60. Journals
61. Diaries
62. Zoos
63. Aquariums
64. South America
65. Philosophy
66. Economics
67. History
68. Calculator
69. Leaves
70. Birds
71. Pigs
72. Boys
73. Fashion
74. Hugs
75. Kisses
76. Smiles
77. Laughter
78. Buddha
79. Henry David Thoreau
80. John Brown
81. Basketball
82. Video games
83. Backpack
84. FUN song
85. DaVinci
86. Teachers
87. Parties
88. Dances
89. Love letters
90. Radio
91. Hakuna Matata
92. Karma
93. Beds
94. my Room
95. my Computer
96. Skinny Jeans
97. Peace Corps
98. Acting, singing, dancing
99. Mysteries and secrets
100. Johnny Knoxville

Shopping for prom.

I am looking for theeee perfect one-shoulder dress! But two straps are fine as well! All in all, the perfect prom dress!

Whether it be Homecoming, Prom, Sadie's, or the Winter Dance, these are some of the cheap places to purchase dresses online (or sometimes in store) for very cheap. Mostly under $100, I believe these places sell the best dresses.

French Connection
Arden B.
Kohl's
Forever 21
Dillard's
Sears
Newport News
Lulu*s
Nasty Gal
ModCloth
Windsor
Topshop
Asos

Charlotte Russe
David's Bridal
Go Jane
Deb
Nordstrom

Don't forget to also check out Ross, Marshall's, TJmaxx, Burlington Coat Factory, etc. etc.!

Sydney's Vintage Clothing
Vintage 50's One Shoulder Pink Peplum Swag Prom Dress


Vintage 50's

I LOVE THIS DRESS!


Victoria Secret's Ruched Convertible Dress


Modcloth has some really cute dresses as well.

Glitz and Glamor Dress



Take Me to Dinner Dress

Fashion FulFrillment Dress

Teachers. Teachers. Teachers.

To my 8th grade English teacher. It was you that got me out of my depression. A lot of people thought she was crazy, but, I believed everything she said. What she said rang with much truth in my ears. Before I came into her class, I was still suffering from a mild depression from so much change occurring in my life. But, she taught me about the Secret, about always thinking positive. She got me into personal development. She tried to get every student the tools to succeed in life and to be happy. I got out of my depression and I began to be more optimistic about life.

We had to much in common. I enjoyed her lectures on aliens, indigo children, the supernatural, and the power of the mind. We were both Blue-dominant and secondary-White.

I wouldn't be the person that I am today if I didn't have her as a teacher. It was destiny that I became her student. Thank you!


When I have a low self-esteem and no confidence, I just remember the many things my 9th grade English teacher told me. He knew how to make me smile.

I even remember the first time we met, he said that I had the best smile.

He once told me that I should be a CNN reporter because I've got this strong stage presence.

And when I told him that nobody asked me to the Homecoming dance, he told me that guys are just intimidated by me. That they think I am too good for them. That I am too smart and too pretty. I am just way out of their league.

Thank you.
I remember everything you told me.
You don't even know how much a difference you have made in my life. You have taught me so much, especially the importance of being the best that I can be. So, thanks. :D

Friday, January 29, 2010

Virtue: Honesty

What is with teenagers and honesty these days?

It seems as if being honest is a bad thing among teenagers now. Well, it's usually represented that way among my peers. I've observed my behavior and the behavior of my friends and we just lie. That's pretty much what we do. It's sometimes a funny thing to lie. Lying seems okay when we're trying to get out of trouble. Lies. Lies. Lies.

It's pretty funny because my English teacher asked the class who the most honest person in the class is and the class said that I was the most honest. HA! The whole class was lying because I know for a fact, that I am not honest. I want to be. And I will strive for it. But currently, I am just a huge liar.

Yes. Liar, Liar, pants on fire.

My last virtue was confidence. And I've realized that I am already confident. Sometimes I do feel a little self-conscious and lonely, but that happens very rarely now. I'm much more happy and I do many things out of my comfort zone.

Now it's time for honesty. Which might be the hardest virtue to attain because lying has been deeply ingrained into me. I am not sure if I can stop lying. I will try and I will conquer!

I despise people who lie. But that's just hypocritical of me. I lie so much. I am pretty sure I might have lied 10 times today. They're not majorly-huge lies. Just kind of little ones to make myself look good. So in truth, I hide myself in lies. I don't want people to find out the real me. It's about time people learned the truth and start accepting who I am. I need to stop lying and pretending to be someone I am not. This is going to be a hard task. And I am not so sure of the outcome of it all.

First of all, I have to figure out how much I lie. I really don't want to do this! But, I must find out how many times a day I lie. I need to see if this goal might be harder than it looks or easier. I am not sure until I record my lies down. So, every day for a whole week. I am going to record how many times I lie.

Along with recording how many times I lie. I have to write down what my lie was. I have to find out what I mostly lie about. And why do I lie? Do I use lies for flattery? To avoid hurting people's feelings? To save my own behind? To make myself look good? And from that point, I can organize my lies into groups, so I can have a visual as to what I usually lie about and maybe figure out the reasons why I lie so much.

To whom do I lie to? I must write down who I lied to. This will say a lot about my relationships with my family, friends, teachers, acquaintances, and strangers. Who do I lie to the most?

What were the person's reaction to my lie? I must write down the person's reactions. What did they say? What did they do? What were their facial expressions? Did they believe me? Or were they kind of suspicious? This will tell if I am a good liar or not. Good liar or not, I must stop lying to these people that really trust me!

I really don't want to do this, but I must. I want to become a better person and this is a major step towards that. I will not become stronger and I will not flourish if I continue lying. I must see the truth and then I must act on it. I must fix it all. I must fix my life. I have done too much damage with my past lies. It needs to come to an end. So I can mend all those past lies and start anew, with integrity.

Of course, I will be starting this project in the morning, Saturday, January 30th. And I will stop and state analyzing my data the night of Friday, February 5th.

It's about time that I find out the truth. That I am living a life based on lies.


I am going to document my efforts into my blog. So I'll be sharing my experience with you.

Of course, I have definitely changed after writing this article. And I might not lie as much as I did before writing this. I will try my best not to lie. But if I do lie, then I must write it down. I will tell the truth now!

Life starts when I am honest!
I need to stop hiding behind my mask.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

January 27th 2010

I am 17 years old now! Hooray!
Here are just a few January 27th 2010 bits and pieces I found.
Urban Dictionary Word of the Day:
iphone effect
January 27
2253 up, 319 down love it hate it
buy iphone effect mugs, tshirts and magnets
shortly after one person in the group brings out their iphone, the rest follow suit, ultimately ending all conversation and eye contact.
"Hey, what do you want to order for drinks?" "Not sure, let's see what Imbibe Magazine has for their best beer this month." First iphone comes out of the pocket--enter safari search. Next iphone comes out--enter Facebook post. Third iphone makes an entrance -- the iphone effect has arrived.

Dictionary.com
Word of the Day
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
panjandrum
\pan-JAN-druhm\ , noun;
1.
An important personage or pretentious official.

Merriam-Webster
The Word of the Day for January 27, 2010 is:
martinet • \mar-tuh-NET\ • noun

1 : a strict disciplinarian

*2 : a person who stresses a rigid adherence to the details of forms and methods

Example Sentence:
Spencer complained that his office manager was a power-hungry martinet who compelled him to follow ridiculous rules.
Did you know?
When France's King Louis XIV appointed Lieutenant Colonel Jean Martinet to be inspector general of the infantry in the late 17th century, he made a wise choice. As a drillmaster, Martinet trained his troops to advance into battle in precise linear formations and to fire in volleys only upon command, thus making the most effective use of inaccurate muskets -- and making the French army one of the best on the continent. He also gave English a new word. "Martinet" has been used synonymously with "strict disciplinarian" since the 1730s.

Factropolis:
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Qin Shi Huang, the first emperor of China, is traditionally credited with the invention of sweet pickle relish.

FactCheck.org

January 27, 2010

The "State of the Union address" was formally known as the "Annual Message" from 1790 until 1934.

Fact of the Day
Diamond Head Crater is Hawaii’s most famous landmark. The United States Army built a trail up the crater in 1908, and added bunkers during World War II. The trail passes through an old gun emplacement.
More Facts »
Quote of the Day
"A man may die, nations may rise and fall, but an idea lives on."
- John F. Kennedy
More Quotes »
Word of the Day
edify
Pronunciation: /ED-I-fi/
:to instruct and improve especially in moral and religious knowledge: uplift
I am sure that the inspiring sermons of our new minister will edify you and propel you to greater spirituality than before.

January 27, 1926
The earliest public demonstration of television was given by John Logie Baird of Scotland, using a development of the mechanical scanning system suggested by Paul Nipkov in 1884.
More Trivia for this date »
Birthdays Today...
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart [Theophilus]
Composer
b: 1756 -

Selected from Laura Moncur's Motivational Quotations - January 27, 2010

Plans are only good intentions unless they immediately degenerate into hard work.
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Peter Drucker (1909 - 2005)
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All my possessions for a moment of time.
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Elizabeth I (1533 - 1603)
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Anger is never without Reason, but seldom with a good One.
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Benjamin Franklin (1706 - 1790)
If the people who make the decisions are the people who will also bear the consequences of those decisions, perhaps better decisions will result.
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John Abrams, The Company We Keep: Reinventing Small Business for People, Community and Place


January 27, 2010
" Time spent living in fear is like working overtime without pay!"
Written in 2009 by Brian G. Jett


January 27, 2010
" The hearts of billions of people are beating everyday; even billions more animals, insects and sea creatures are moving and living and have beating hearts also. The Sun is in perfect distance from the Earth so that we do not freeze or burn and allows water to rise and fall to give life to the land. The Sea has the perfect amounts of salt to sustain the life there. This is just what is happening here on Earth! There are trillions of other solar systems and galaxies with more things happening! It is interesting to me that some say they will believe in the creator, if only they could see one miracle when billions of miracles are occurring at every moment! All of these things are supposed to occur simultaneously by chance?"
Copyright © 2009 Jesse Barkasy


January 27, 2010
Don't be Afraid

Hesitation to take action.
You know the answers to questions;
But you never answer.
Don't be afraid.

Doubt about your skills.
What's to doubt if you got talent?
What to doubt if can do it?
Don't be afraid.

Fear of criticisms.
You're being criticize and labeled;
Do they know the true meaning of your work?
Don't be afraid.

We are all great in our own ways:
May it be science, sports or arts,
May it be speaking, listening or writing.
We all have something worth sharing.

No one is better than you,
Other than yourself;
"Just Believe"
And never be afraid.
Copyright © 2009 James Callos Jordan

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Virtue: Confidence

I am going to have to work on my confidence. The truth is that I have little to none self-confidence. I am really working hard on it though! It was right after 6th grade when my confidence started to dwindle and disappear before my eyes. I was tested in Junior High. I had to see if I can stand it. But I don't think I passed. I came out of Junior High with a curved spine (due to all the hunching over), damaged hair, tired eyes, and braces.

And then, I am being tested again during my high school years. I was a Sophomore at a high school I wasn't supposed to go to. Therefore, I didn't know many friends at the high school. I did have a couple of friends, but they became popular and then left me. I just didn't feel like I belonged anywhere.

Now here I am, a Junior. I am much better off now then I was when I started junior high, but I still don't have much confidence. I continue to feel as if I still haven't found my place in high school. I don't go up to guys and flirt with them anymore. I don't speak up in my classes. And guess what? School is actually the place where I seem to be the most confident. When I am out of school, I just feel so lonely. I live in my own little world when I am not in school. It's just me and my daydreams of being popular and famous.

That is why I've decided to work on my confidence. "Be more confident" has been on my New Year's Resolution for the past "too many" years. I keep on saying to myself that I will be confident when I get my braces out, but when is that?! It's been two years now. I should have gotten my braces off half a year ago! And I am left with braces for.. I don't know how much longer! But, it just seems forever. And so it doesn't feel right to put a time when I will start becoming confident. The moment I become confident is NOW! NOW! NOW! NOW! That is right, NOW! No more waiting for my braces to come off to start being confident. I will be confident right now. And will forever be confident!

What a better time to be confident than right now? A new school semester is coming up and it's about time that I start becoming confident. FBLA competitions will be really soon, so it's about time that I start becoming confident. It's about time that I start becoming confident! I am so tired of always bringing myself down. Feeling as if I am not worthy or accepted. I am tired of people believing that they are above me. I am tired of it all. I am confident now. And will always be forever confident.

My Virtue Pledge:

I always smile.
I always laugh.
I always make eye contact.
I always flirt.
Shoulder back, head high, chest forward, and rhythmic walk, I always walk the "strong catwalk."
I never doubt myself, my actions, my thoughts, or my decisions.
I stand up for others.
I speak up and share my thoughts clearly and effectively.
I do not remain angry at minor trifles.
I do not let anyone bring me down.
I know what I want.
I know that I can attain what I want.
I am focused and concentrated on my goal.
I never give up.
I am committed to whatever I put my mind to.
I have strong connections with others.
I have a huge social network.
I enjoy every step of this process to becoming confident.
I continue to learn, flourish, and become stronger.
People will acknowledge, admire, and look up to me.

Youtube Video(s) of the moment: Max Kasch, my love.

I absolutely love Max Kasch. And wow, his singing is amazing. And he's a cutie. Look at his hair! Talk about obsessed! I'm in love with him.




Friday, January 15, 2010

In preparation for competition!

I got this information off of the Comp events handbook.

Business Procedures:
Competency in performing daily tasks is a necessity in
business. This event provides recognition for FBLA
members who possess knowledge of basic skills and
procedures and the ability to make intelligent business
decisions.
Eligibility
Each state may enter three (3) participants
who are members from active local chapters,
on record in the national center as having paid
dues by March 1 of the current school year.
Overview
A one (1) hour objective test will be
administered based on the competencies
listed. Nongraphing calculators will be
provided.
Objective Test Competencies
o human relations
o technology concepts
o communication skills
o decision making
o career development
o business operations
o database management
o ethics
NBEA Standards Reinforced by Event
Career Development: workplace expectations, career strategy •
Communication: foundations, employment, organizational •
Computation: problem-solving applications •
Economics and Personal Finance: personal decision making •
Information Technology: database management systems, •
information technology and major business functions, privacy and
ethics
Career Clusters: Business, Management and Administration;
Information Technology

Economics:
This event provides recognition for FBLA members
who can identify, understand, and apply economic
principles to contemporary social, political, and
ecological problems.
Eligibility
Each state may enter three (3) participants
who are members from active local chapters,
on record in the national center as having
dues by March 1 of the current school year.
Overview
A one (1) hour objective test will be
administered based on the competencies
listed. Nongraphing calculators will be
provided.
Objective Test Competencies
o economic principles related to the policies
and goals of the United States economy
o comparison of the American economic
system to other systems
o supply and demand
o international trade
o market structures
o investments and interest rates
o monetary and fiscal policy
o types of businesses
o business cycles
o role of government
o labor relations
o environmental issues
NBEA Standards Reinforced by Event
Economics and Personal Finance: allocation of resources, •
economic systems, economic institutions and incentives, markets
and prices, market structures, productivity, role of government,
international economic concepts
Entrepreneurship: economics, aggregate supply and demand •
International Business: global business environment •
Management: organized labor •
Career Clusters: Business, Management and Administration; Finance;
Marketing, Sales and Service

Entrepreneurship
Owning and managing a business is the goal of many
Americans. This event recognizes FBLA members
who demonstrate the knowledge and skills needed to
establish and manage a business. This event is based
on team rather than individual participation. In
addition to learning and applying business decisionmaking
skills, team participants develop speaking
ability and poise through oral presentations.
Eligibility
Each state may submit two (2) teams
composed of two (2) or three (3) members
from active local chapters, on record in the
national center as having paid dues by March
1 of the current school year. No more than
one (1) team member may have competed in
this event at a prior NLC.
Overview
This event consists of two (2) parts: an
objective test and a performance component.
A one (1) hour objective test will be
administered based on the competencies
listed. Team members will take one objective
test collaboratively. Nongraphing calculators
will be provided.
The case study will consist of a decisionmaking
problem encountered by
entrepreneurs in one or more of the following
areas: business planning, human relations,
financial management, and marketing. All the
questions raised in the case must be addressed
during the presentation.
Guidelines
The top ten (10) teams with the highest •
score on the objective test will advance to
the final round. The objective test score
will be used to break a tie.
All teams will be sequestered before the •
first performance to receive instructions
and time assignments.
Twenty (20) minutes before the •
performance, each team will receive the
case study.
Two (2) 4” x 6” note cards will be •
provided for each team member and
may be used during the preparation and
performance of the event. Information
may be written on both sides of the
note cards. Note cards will be collected
following the presentation.
No reference materials, visual aids, or electronic devices may be •
brought to or used during the preparation or performance.
Teams have seven (7) minutes to present the case. •
Teams should introduce themselves, describe the situation, make •
their recommendations, and summarize their case. All team
members must participate in the presentation.
A timekeeper will stand at six (6) minutes and again at seven •
(7) minutes. When each team is finished, the time used will
be recorded. A five (5) point deduction will be made for
presentations over seven (7) minutes.
Following each presentation, judges will conduct a three (3) •
minute question-answer period.
The final performance is open to conference attendees, who are •
not performing participants of this event.
Objective Test Competencies
o business plans
o community/business relations
o legal issues
o initial capital and credit
o personnel management
o financial management
o marketing management
o taxes
o government regulations
o ethics
Performance Competencies
o topic presented in a logical manner
o communication skills evident through voice projection and diction
o critical thinking/problem solving used to resolve case
o presentation includes positive and negative aspects of
implementation
o all team members contribute to presentation
o answer questions effectively
NBEA Standards Reinforced by Event
Accounting: the accounting process, special applications •
Communication: foundations, organizational •
Entrepreneurship: marketing, economics, finance, accounting, •
global market, legal, business plans
Management: management functions, human resource •
management
Marketing: foundations of marketing, the marketing mix, the •
marketing plan
Career Clusters: Business, Management and Administration; Finance;
Marketing, Sales and Service
REFERENCE: Entrepreneurship—Performance RATING SHEET-25.

Global Business
The global economy is a complex, continually flowing
and constantly changing network of information,
goods, services, and cultures. Most nations rely on
other nations for natural resources to supply their needs
and wants. Global business also provides new markets
and investment opportunities as well as promotion of
better relationships.
Eligibility
Each state may submit two (2) entries
composed of two (2) or three (3) members
from active local chapters, on record in the
national center as having paid dues by March
1 of the current school year. No more than
one (1) team member may have competed in
this event at a prior NLC.
Overview
This event consists of two (2) parts: an
objective test and a performance component.
A one (1) hour objective test will be
administered based on the competencies
listed. Team members will take one objective
test collaboratively. Nongraphing calculators
will be provided.
The case study will consist of a problem
encountered in the international/global arena.
All the questions raised in the case must be
addressed during the presentation.
Performance Guidelines
The top ten (10) teams with the highest •
score on the objective test will advance to
the final round. The objective test score
will be used to break a tie.
All teams will be sequestered before the •
first performance to receive instructions
and time assignments.
Twenty (20) minutes before the •
performance, each team will receive the
case study.
Two (2) 4” x 6” note cards will be •
provided for each team member and
may be used during the preparation and
performance of the event. Information
may be written on both sides of the
note cards. Note cards will be collected
following the presentation.
No reference materials, visual aids, •
or electronic devices may be brought
to or used during the preparation or
performance.
The team has seven (7) minutes to interact with a panel of judges •
and present the solution to the case. The judges will play the role
of the second party in the presentation and refer to the case for
specifics.
Teams should introduce themselves, describe the situation, make •
their recommendations, and summarize their case. All team
members are expected to actively participate in the performance.
A timekeeper will stand at six (6) minutes and again at seven (7) •
minutes.
The final performance is open to conference attendees, who are •
not performing participants of this event.
Objective Test Competencies
o ownership and management
o communication including language and culture
o legal issues
o structure of global business organization
o treaties and trade agreements
o taxes and government regulations
o marketing
o currency exchange
o human resource management
o finance
o ethics
Performance Competencies
o demonstrate critical thinking and problem solving
o describe case study and explain recommendations
o effective communication skills
o explain strengths and weakness of proposed solution
o effectively answer questions
NBEA Standards Reinforced by Event
Accounting: the accounting cycle •
Economics and Personal Finance: economic systems, international •
economic concepts
Entrepreneurship: global markets •
International Business: foundations of international business, •
organization structures for international business activities,
international trade relations, international management,
international marketing, international finance
Management: global perspective •
Marketing: foundations of marketing, the marketing mix •
Career Clusters: Business, Management and Administration; Finance;
Government and Public Administration; Marketing, Sales and Service
REFERENCE: Global Business—Performance RATING SHEET-28.

Celebrity Crushes Revisited

Celebrity Crushes from my old blog, Dowdy Gabber.
I am revisiting this blog entry and revising it a bit.
I am adding a lot more celebrities!

Why do famous guys make your heart flutter? There's the fact that you don't know the actor and that actor has no clue who you are, despite this fact, you still desperately want to fall in love with him. You turn on the channel he's starring in and watch his every move. You daydream about these celebs in your 1st period class because you'll get yelled at for falling asleep, so instead, your mind is away fantasizing that you are making out with your crush. You google this crush and he has his own biography and a whole page of pictures. There are several rumors about him. There's an article on US weekly about him. This crush is totally different than the ones you have in your high school. Celebrities... It's usually love at first sight. You fall in love with them one day. Then you catch a new show airing on MTV and then you're madly in love with another star. But one thing is for sure. They can't break your heart. So they're your lovers and they are free to daydream about. Without the dates, kisses, or heartbreak (celebrities case: divorce)

My first crushes that were "famous" were... Omigoodness this is sort of embarrassing to admit. But they were cartoon characters. yes... I started my celebrity gateway crushing when I was young. My favorite TV shows like everyone else in my generation was POKEMON and YU-GI-OH.
Ash Ketchum from Pokemon- I think that's how you spell his name. Well.. this was not madly in love, I just thought he was cute. I think I liked Snorlax more than I liked Ash though...
Seto Kaiba from Yu-Gi-Oh-I think I was madly in love with this cartoon character...

More cartoon characters. More from Japanese based anime series. This time: Naruto
I think every girl that likes anime (I don't really like anime. The only animes that I watch are Naruto and Samurai Champloo, I stopped watching them recently.) has fallen in love with some anime characters especially Sasuke.
Naruto Anime:
Sasuke
Gaara-Madly in love with this guy. I flirted a lot with this red-haired guy in my PE class because he sort of looked like Gaara. Strange of me, eh?
Kakashi
Shikamaru
Samurai Champloo:
I think I liked Mugen and Jin, but I can't remember.

Now off to the real people. Phew. Got that embarrassing list of crushes away. At least I'm honest.

My first real celebrity crush started with the one and only: Brad Pitt!
You are reading the writings of the Co-owner of the Brad Pitt's Butt Club. The club really didn't set off, but it's still an amazing club! It started out when Brad Pitt showed half of his butt in Troy. Maybe the club should have been called Brad Pitt's Half Butt Club. Well anyways...that was the start of all my celebrity crushes. And here is the list. Please note that this is MY list. You may wonder why some guys are on here, but in some way... I found these guys very attractive. And this is not the WHOLE list. I can't remember all the celebs I had crushes on, which is sad, because this list is already long and you probably think I am crazy for thinking so many guys are sexy. This is just a rough list and I'll continue to add celebs.

Brad Pitt
Viggo Mortensen (Aragorn-ohhh sexy strider)
Blake Shelton
Jason Statham
Daniel Craig
Tom Felton: Draco Malfoy
Robert Pattinson (but only in Harry Potter, NOT in Twilight)
James Franco
Eminem
Josh Groban
Michael Angarano: Shia Labeouf lookalike from Sky High
Elliot Yamin
Jake Gyllenhaal
David Archuleta: A little bit...
Robert Downey Jr.
Jason Mraz
Johnny Knoxville: Love!
Johnny: dude from Real World/ Island. I don't know why I liked him
Ami James from Miami Ink
Chris Martin: Singer from one of my favorite bands, Coldplay
Brad Bufanda from Cinderella Story: I liked him because he looked like my 4th grade crush
Rupert Grint: Harry Potter
Ryan Eggold: from 90120
Mark Anstice from Mark and Olly.
Nick Jonas: EW now
Kevin Jonas: EW. But not as big of an EW as Nick. (I can't believe he is engaged now, No! Not my favorite Jonas Brother! I was the one that was supposed to take his abstinence ring!)
Sleazy T: He's hot. He is from Bromance (ridiculous show, some sexy men).
Bam Margera:BIG CRUSH
Shia LaBeouf: HUGE CRUSH. I have a life size stand up of him on a motorcycle from Indiana Jones in my room.
Rob Dyrdek: Amazing!
Glomb: From Viva La Bam.
Keanu Reeves
Bradley Cooper: He was so sexy in the Hangover. I just barely noticed him now. He is in so many movies that I've seen and I have never noticed how sexy he is 'til now!
Robert Buckley: I love his body. This was an old crush when the show Lipstick Jungle came out, I think that was the show...
Anderson Cooper: The silver fox is a sexy guy with white hair.
Anthony Bourdain: Sexy guy with gray hair that eats on the Travel Channel.
Thomas Kretchsmann: I thought he was hot in King Kong.
Max Kasch: He was in Holes alongside Shia Labeouf. And Forever Strong- Dreadlocks Guy!!!!
David Wenham: Sexy Faramir!
Willian Fichtner: Sexy Prison Break guy.
Edward Norton: Oh yeah Sexy Hulk.
Paul Walker: Fast and Furious. I'd like to get a ride from him.
Chris "Drama" Pfaff
David Henrie
Nicholas Cage
Paul Rudd
Steve Berra: oh yes. Skateboarders are definitely my type ;)
Scott "Big Cat" Pfaff: Closet geniuses are always so sexyyy.
Michael Dorman: From Daybreakers. SOOOO Attractive!!

I absolutely love the fact that all these men are pretty old. I think the youngest guys may be David Henrie and David Archuleta and they're the guys that I don't like the most! I am just into older men. I will try to revisit this as much as possible because I am pretty sure I am missing a lot of guys!

My Reading List

I took some books off of Steve Pavlina's recommended reading list. I really like his blog and his writings, so I trust his judgment. I am going to try to read as many of these books! I can't write my very own recommended reading list for you because well... I haven't read that many books. Therefore, it's not right for me to make those kinds of judgments. And by the way, my reading list would most likely include such books like Holes by Louis Sachar and the Lord of the Rings trilogy by J.R.R Tolkien. Something else about me and books is that I can't stand reading long books. I didn't even read the last three chapters of Twilight! However, I am training myself to read extremely long texts. I should have read more books when I was younger. TV and the computer prevented that from happening. But I am getting back on the reading train!

These are just a few books I feel that I should read.

Reading List of 2010: (Subject to additions and subtractions)


True Success by Tom Morris
The Art of Achievement by Tom Morris
How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie
The Type-Z Guide to Success with Ease by Marc Allen
The Millionaire Course by March allen
As you Think by James Allen
The 48 Laws of Power by Robert Greene
The Memory Book by Harry Lorayne
Rich Dad, Poor Dad by Robert Kiyosaki
The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran
The Tipping Point by Malcolm Gladwell
Slaughterhouse-Five by Kurt Vonnegut
Lord of the Flies by William golding
Incarnations of Immortality Series by Piers Anthony
Catch 22 by Joseph Heller
Why We Love by Hellen fisher
John Brown's Body by Benet
Walden & Civil Disobedience by Henry David Thoreau
The Republic
by Plato
The Autobiography of Benjamin Franklin by Benjamin Franklin
1984 by George Orwell
Voltaire by Arouet a.k.a Voltaire

Influence of the week: Edward Norton

Ah... he's a cutie. A Yale graduate and he's a social and environmental activist. He's got the whole package. Edward Norton fits the description of my soul mate. And best of all, he's single. Wait a second, he's not single anymore. We're getting married.




Monday, January 11, 2010

INNIES AND OUTTIES: High School Journalism

Innies and Outties: What's in and what's out
Kyy Editorial


OUTTIE:Journalism: the freaking school newspaper.

What the heck did I get myself into?!

I'll tell you my experience with journalism.

I got pressured into taking the class. The teacher asked me to and I had a free class, so I decided that I should give it a try, since I knew a lot of people already in journalism.

The class was not what I expected. There were cliques in the freaking journalism class! And guess which group I belonged to? The outcasts! The people who didn't belong with the other groups and we formed our own little alliance. It was war! Our little clique sent propaganda and we tried to annihilate the freaking class. We just didn't feel like we belonged in the class, so we tried to destroy it.

Our group got no help whatsoever. Our ideas were never chosen. We got topics that we didn't like were assigned to us. And we never got any help with interviewing or writing. We were always stuck and lost.

So I am freaking frustrated right now! Because I am supposed to write about this guy and guess what he doesn't want to be interviewed! And guess what the editor-in-chiefs say to me? "You are still writing this! Contact him again!"

What the freaking heck?!!!!!! And guess what? I even wrote a backup article and guess what they said to me? They asked, "what happened to the other article?! You're supposed to write the other article not this one. This was not the assignment?!"

Seriously? I don't care if it was the assignment or not, it's a better article!!!!!!!

No one even reads the newspaper. I don't even want to read it. Because, why? Because I never get to write about stuff that I want to write about!!! The student body doesn't want to read about these ridiculous boring articles!!!

Gosh I am so mad! I switched out of the class, but I still have two more weeks until the very last issue gets published.

Two assignments for me. I wrote them. They aren't satisfied with it. And they don't even help me out. They just yell at me. The adviser doesn't do anything.

I just don't have any control in this class. UGH! I am so mad! I am just so glad I am venting out my anger here. I am literally pounding on my keyboard right now. I want to punch somebody! I am throwing all the school newspaper in a box and I do not want to see them ever again.

This was seriously not the year to join journalism. Because these freaking people are just in their own groups, caring about their own selves, and not about the team as a whole.

The editor-in-cheifs don't care.

The adviser just sits in his desk and doesn't help either.

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mad! Gosh, I wish they read this blog entry. They better read it. They better know how they are treating me.

Gosh, I am just so stressed out with every single issue. I am so glad this is my last one. BYE you freaking journalism class!!!!! I switched out, along with 6 other students, which is obviously half the class. They feel the same way towards the journalism class as I do.

You guys should freaking learn how to run the school newspaper!!!!!!!!!!
Stop making people suffer!

I seriously came into the class believing that I would grow as a writer. But what the heck? Journalism made me not want to write anymore. Seriously? You guys made something that I enjoy doing into freaking misery.

I switch out of the class and they are still going to have a leash around my neck. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Now... I will let this go. And forgot I ever was ever a part of the school newspaper.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Love of the moment: Paul Rudd




Paul Rudd.

I fell in love with him when I saw him in the 40-year old virgin. Hubba Hubba.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Proust Questionnaire

1. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
-Ignorance
2. Where would you like to live?
-Anywhere in South America, preferably, Peru
3. What is your idea of earthly happiness?
-Surrounded by love
4. To what faults do you feel most indulgent?
-Food
5. Who are your favorite heroes of fiction?
-Optimus Prime
6. Who are your favorite characters in history?
-Henry David Thoreau, John Brown, and Plato
7. Who are your favorite heroines in real life?
-Harriet Tubman
8. Who are your favorite heroines of fiction?
-Spy
9. Your favorite painter?
-Leonardo Davinci
10. Your favorite musician?
-Mozart
11. The quality you most admire in a man?
-Intelligence, kindness, and conscious
12. The quality you most admire in a woman?
-The same as men but plus graceful.
13. Your favorite virtue?
-Love
14. Your favorite occupation?
-Professor
15. Who would you have liked to be?
-A celebrity, actress, and pro-skateboarder

Okay, wow. Maybe I should think about these questions more. I am going to take this again when I am not in a rush and when I am actually fully awake.


Look at Marcel Proust's answers when he was 13 years old. He really knows what he's talking about. And his answers seem so much more in-depth and educated. He really knows a lot about himself. And well, I don't. That's the reason I have this blog, so that I can learn more about myself and to share it!


1. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?

To be separated from Mama.
2. Where would you like to live?
In the country of the Ideal, or, rather, of my ideal.
3. What is your idea of earthly happiness?
To live in contact with those I love, with the beauties of nature, with a quantity of books and music, and to have, within easy distance, a French theater.
4. To what faults do you feel most indulgent?
To a life deprived of the works of genius.
5. Who are your favorite heroes of fiction?
Those of romance and poetry, those who are the expression of an ideal rather than an imitation of the real.
6. Who are your favorite characters in history?
A mixture of Socrates, Pericles, Mahomet, Pliny the Younger and Augustin Thierry.
7. Who are your favorite heroines in real life?
A woman of genius leading an ordinary life.
8. Who are your favorite heroines of fiction?
Those who are more than women without ceasing to be womanly; everything that is tender, poetic, pure and in every way beautiful.
9. Your favorite painter?
Meissonier.
10. Your favorite musician?
Mozart.
11. The quality you most admire in a man?
Intelligence, moral sense.
12. The quality you most admire in a woman?
Gentleness, naturalness, intelligence.
13. Your favorite virtue?
All virtues that are not limited to a sect: the universal virtues.
14. Your favorite occupation?
Reading, dreaming, and writing verse.
15. Who would you have liked to be?
Since the question does not arise, I prefer not to answer it. All the same, I should very much have liked to be Pliny the Younger.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Inspirations




Henry David Thoreau

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John Brown

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Plato


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Johnny Knoxville

Friday, January 1, 2010

Kyy's New Year Resolutions

-Read more.

-Be more confident.

-Work out more often.

-Flirt more.

-Smile more.

-Talk more. Voice my opinion.

-Project my voice and enunciate my words.

-Write more.

-Study and learn.

-Do things outside of my comfort zone.

-Take more risks.

-Get good grades.

-Be kind to others.

-Be conscious.

-Say thanks more often.

-Get in the habit of saying "you're welcome."

-Say "you're fine" instead of "oh, it's okay" when someone says sorry.

-Take better care of my skin.

I absolutely love how many "mores" are in my Resolution. I guess I already do most of these things already, I just need to do more of it!