The teacher announces that there is a seating chart. I pretend to be somewhat angry but deep inside, I am really excited. As I walk over to that seating chart paper, I said in my head. "Gotta sit next to "this hot guy", I've got to sit next to this hot guy." (I actually said the hot guy's name, I didn't say "this hot guy.") And you know what? I find my name and who is sitting next to me? THE HOTTEST GUY EVER! I manifested what I wanted! My heart was pounding, I just couldn't believe it, and I had to give that seating chart a second glance. And there it was. My name next to the hot senior boy's name. I got even more excited for my Psychology class! But guess what? He goes and asks the teacher to let him move somewhere else, and guess what else? I actually helped him move by persuading the teacher! I can't believe I actually did that! He was probably happy he moved away from me because he probably thought I was sort of creepy since I've been staring at him every class period. But hey... I didn't want to sit next to some angry, HOT senior. So I just let him move. And I would have been really distracted in that class if he sat next to me. So there you have it. That is one of my crushes.
The next boy is also another boy that I think is the HOTTEST BOY ever! He's got amazing style! Actually that psychology boy and this boy both have great style. I love boys who really think about what they wear. The biggest things that turn me on is when boys have a great fashion sense and if they've got a really attractive voice, that just revs me up. Yeah, this boy, I really can't take my eyes off of him. He's just sooooo good looking. I was about to ask him to the dance. But, I ended up asking a really, really great friend.
Well, that's it so far. Those are my two current crushes. I don't know why this would even be relevant or important to you. But this blog is about my perspective. And a 16 year-old is usually always thinking about boys and sex. Things haven't changed. Except, instead of hitting boys, telling them they have cooties, or teasing them like I did in Elementary, I am actually talking to them, getting to know them, applying real flirting techniques, and really actually looking for a long-term relationship. I am all grown up now.
Friday, November 6, 2009
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